So I started an online “magazine” type of site, designed to give advice and the latest gossip to teens all around the world. It contains the articles that used to feature on Dusted Petals plus a whole lot more. The site is located at Smoochable.ORG, go see!

So a few things. Blossom, the new hamster has settled in. She keeps me up all night unlike Mr Ham, he was too fat to do anything much, hah. I’ve booked a hair appointment too, for highlights and a cut. Not had it trimmed since last October so as you can imagine it’s getting a little out of control. I booked it for Tuesday so I can go away on the Friday with my new do.

I’ll be travelling back to Somerset next Friday to celebrate my birthday (on the 29th April). I’m meeting with my best friend back from school, we haven’t caught up in years so it’s going to be great. We’ll probably shop in the day and go to a few clubs on the Saturday night. Tuesday I’ll be back in Devon for my birthday.

Also - I’ve decided to go back to College in September but it’ll be in Somerset where I used to go to college, so I’ll need to save for a car plus the course fees by September. I’m being tight with my money but it’ll be worth it in the end. Also - the compensation money I get from the car accident will help a lot, whatever amount it turns out to be. So wish me luck with that! I’ll need around £3500 altogether, to buy a car and pay the insurance off for a year plus around £900 course fees, possibly more.

Sam better get me something nice, hehe

I’d say so - yes. So my friend, the one who beat me up severely last year and made me lose my amazingly well paid job as an accountant. Well he’s done it again. He visited this weekend, beat up someone who works at my hotel (because he wasn’t English - I won’t even go into the details or words said), I went to work on Monday and I lose my job - for being around yobs like him who jeopardise the reputation of the hotel.

So the whole perfect job, I’m so happy - blablabla.. post, two posts ago. Well yeah - you can forget that whole thing. I’m once again unemployed and stuck for where to go next. I move 63 miles away from the old town to start new, build myself a whole new life in just over a month and he comes to visit and ruins EVERYTHING.

He’s now officially blocked out of my life, for good. I gave him chance after chance. He’s messed up my fertility, cracked my cheekbone (my right check and side of nose is STILL numb all this time later), ruined two of the most important jobs of my life, kicked my confidence to the point where I felt like killing myself. And I let him get away with it all. Well not anymore.

I wish I was a low enough person to take revenge out on him - but I’m not. I’ve changed my number, MSN, blocked him from all friend networks online. I’m looking to move away again in a few months, just to get him out of my life for good. If he hasn’t got my home address he can’t find me.

It was my boyfriend’s birthday yesterday and I’m certainly feeling the effects from last night. Bleh, hangovers are the devil. But at least I only went out because it was a special occasion. Apart from that I’ve been doing really well with giving up the binge drinking. Five years of non stop partying certainly takes a toll on your health and general happiness. But last night was lovely. We spent the day together and did some random stuff, then went to a few bars, stopped in at the pub I work in and then off to the biggest nightclub in town. It was packed too now that the holday makers are all coming down for the Easter season. Hurrah!:)

So my first real shift in the pub was Friday night. It seems my manager was very very impressed with how well I coped. Can’t really grumble about that The music they play there is good too, kept my mood up. They don’t play music during the week though, which sucks bum. But hey… next shift is tomorrow.

I also have an interview for a job at The Grand Hotel. It’s a very smart establishment. It’s literally a 10 minute walk too, rather than 35 minutes to the pub. If I get it I’ll be ecstatic. The wage will be much better too, I’m assuming. We’ll see. It’s on Monday 18th Feb - so I’ll let you know how that went

Lots and lots of new articles appearing everywhere, keep an eye out!