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Have I Been A Fool?

March 5, 2008 || Filed under alcohol, clubbing, rants, starting fresh, work ||

I’d say so - yes. So my friend, the one who beat me up severely last year and made me lose my amazingly well paid job as an accountant. Well he’s done it again. He visited this weekend, beat up someone who works at my hotel (because he wasn’t English - I won’t even go into the details or words said), I went to work on Monday and I lose my job - for being around yobs like him who jeopardise the reputation of the hotel.

So the whole perfect job, I’m so happy - blablabla.. post, two posts ago. Well yeah - you can forget that whole thing. I’m once again unemployed and stuck for where to go next. I move 63 miles away from the old town to start new, build myself a whole new life in just over a month and he comes to visit and ruins EVERYTHING.

He’s now officially blocked out of my life, for good. I gave him chance after chance. He’s messed up my fertility, cracked my cheekbone (my right check and side of nose is STILL numb all this time later), ruined two of the most important jobs of my life, kicked my confidence to the point where I felt like killing myself. And I let him get away with it all. Well not anymore.

I wish I was a low enough person to take revenge out on him - but I’m not. I’ve changed my number, MSN, blocked him from all friend networks online. I’m looking to move away again in a few months, just to get him out of my life for good. If he hasn’t got my home address he can’t find me.

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aw honey. I said everything on verity and msn. Just hang in there and be strong. *hug*

Comment by Kristi — March 6, 2008 @ 2:10 am

BABYYYY i love youuuuu we have so much to talk about
i was wondering where you were! add me to you’re new msn
xoxo <3

Comment by Courtney — March 6, 2008 @ 6:55 pm

You know how I think about this already but again I’d like to say that this guy is not a friend and you’re better off without him near you.

I REALLY hope you will get that job back or get a new great job very soon. You don’t deserve this. good luck hon!

Comment by Britt — March 7, 2008 @ 2:16 pm

Honey, I don’t know what to tell you. I’m so sorry to hear all this.. I’m glad you blocked him out of your life, he doesn’t deserve a great friend like you.

Comment by Jiske — March 7, 2008 @ 4:09 pm

I’m pretty sure that I’ve mentioned it before, but like Britt, I agree that it’s a great idea to just push him out of your life forever. You’re a survivor though, you’ve proven yourself in the past that you can get past a lot and you can get past this as well. Just take it a day at a time.

Comment by Michelle — March 8, 2008 @ 4:30 am

Ohh wow hon. lovin the layout.

Comment by Kristi — March 8, 2008 @ 5:54 am

Woah, I am SO sorry all that happened to you… He is SO NOT worth it. If he ever tries to come back into contact with you, ignore him, no matter how he said he’s changed or whatever. The past has been way too brutal. I’m sorry you lost your two jobs, and that there were so many physical casualties… I hope the future works out for you =)

Comment by Eunice — March 8, 2008 @ 8:56 am

Wow, who is this guy? I’m so glad you’ve decided to just block him out of your life. He’s not worth this. I hope things start looking up for you soon.

Comment by Kudarania — March 8, 2008 @ 10:03 pm

Yikes, I don’t know what to say. Good on you for getting rid of him & don’t give him another chance.. ever :[ It sucks that you lost your job again too, but you’ll recover & find something great soon.. I know you will. Good luck <3

Comment by Nicola — March 9, 2008 @ 10:12 am